Sometimes it's overwhelming for me to hear and see all the sadness there is. Here I am struggling to live day to day from my own sadness and it seems everyday I read a story about someone else who now has to leive with complete sadness too.
I spend a lot of time reading news articles online. My favorite sites are yahoo and ksl. Yahoo has different stories each day. From entertainment to international news, to local home town stories, and general news of happenings throughout the country. Ksl is a local news station here where I live so all their stories are local. What gets at my heart strings the most is the stories about child abuse. More specifically there is a lot, and seriously most of the child abuse is done by the parents. I look at these people and wonder how they could possibly do this to their own children. Don't they realize how precious these little children are? How lucky they are to have them in their lives? How sweet and innocent they are? Why don't they offer them the beauty of love and the world. Every day I long to hold my daughter and raise her to be a strong wonderful women.....but I can't. Why can't they?
Even now I sit here and wonder how I could ever find happiness in the world when my heart breaks every time I hear about another child sent to heaven, accident or not, it makes me cry. i don't want anyone to have to go through what I do. It's just so sad on this side of it.
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